I decided to spend all day today playing Dota 2. The idea is that, having 48 hours in game under my belt, I would get to 60 hours today. That would theoretically greatly improve my skill at the game, or at least let me learn a LITTLE more of Lich. Sadly, it didn’t really work out. I’ve played four games already today, it is noon, and I have lost all of them horribly. The only game that was close is the game from the image above. At that point in the match I had been doing great, we all had except for Huskar, but two of our players dropped above five minutes before that picture was taken. We were quickly pushed back into our base, but the three of us were holding them off, and even pushing top lane back with the possibility of doing some damage. Then we got roped into a team fight and, being 2 down, we got squashed. That’s when they entered the base and finished us off.
I honestly don’t know how much longer I’ll be playing Dota 2. The gameplay is fun, but I have dozens of PVP games I own and can play. Most of them have MUCH better communities as well, as there isn’t a game that goes by where someone doesn’t call me a dipshit or worse in Dota 2. I understand that competitive play brings out the worst types of people, that’s fine. Dota 2 and Valve clearly aren’t interested in trying to change that, and why should they? Their target market loves it and that is fine. Just not fine FOR ME. As such, I think I may try to hit 60 hours and then quit. By the 60 hour mark I feel I can tell myself I’ve gotten my times worth out of the game, I have experienced much of what the game has to offer, and things aren’t going to change much from that point on. If I’m not enjoying it by then, and at this point I doubt I will be, then I’ll probably uninstall and focus on a different MOBA, or take a small break from the genre and PVP in some other game.
P.S. Of course this is a skill thing, partly. Some will accuse me of quitting because it’s hard, and that is honestly partly true. If I won more games than I lost because I was better at the game, I would get more enjoyment out of the game. At the same time, my win/loss record leans heavily toward the wins and my skill, while not great by any means, is slightly above average. I am just not finding much JOY in the game, and that makes me ask myself “why am I even still playing?” Still, gotta get to 60 hours played, I’m at 52 now. Let’s see if 8 hours over a couple days can change my mind.